#anyway its fine !!!!
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okay this is a bad idea for sure but i think im going to leave the big important work for later this week bc im super exhausted
#mine#my eyes should be closed they are begging me#anyway its fine#its so so fine itll be fine#im going to apologize profusely to the group later#but ill try to not overdo it?#and ill catch up later#so its all good#ive had such a shitty day today#i deserve to sleep a bit eextra#i need to even#tomorrow ive got to study#& wednesday i also have something to do#but its not that much#so probably ill get a good bit done then
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So I haven't talked about this much lately, but I'm a tarot reader! I've been reading the tarot for more than 20 years (WOW), and I even did it full time like as my job for more than 6 years before I switched to (of all things) creating tabletop roleplaying games (you know, my resume in general, is just kind of wild). ANYWAY for the first few years I experimented with using the tarot as a story game tool or ttrpg oracle, among other things. I try to blend actually reading the tarot and interpreting the cards (in an intuitive way) with the same way we spontaneously tell stories (which is, you know, also pretty intuitive! What a coincidence!)
So for the next few days you'll find eight of my tarot games on sale! Check them out!
BUT!
I also have three tarot games you can pick up, for free, as you like!
They are Stories of Love in Manila (which, despite featuring elemental Filipino beings of folklore is the closest to what being a tarot reader is actually like), My Shadowed Heart (a solo TTRPG, which means you can play it by yourself!), and Summoner's Fate (back when I could make entire games that fit four pages WHAT HAPPENED TO ME)
#indie ttrpg#ttrpg design#sword queen games#ttrpgs#tarot#also omg pls be kind to me#i explain so hard how im not trans in stories of love in manila loooool#how did I think I was cis omg#anyway its fine
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stupid whining about baby making under the cut. literally just me being a very sad and jealous potato.
i want to be a parent.
chances are either me or my partner are infertile or have issues conceiving for some reason because in 11 years, we just haven't despite not using birth control for the majority of it. idk, we're going to look into it very soon while we continue trying.
but today i find out my partner's little sister is pregnant. i want to be happy for her but i am unfortunately very jealous, especially because she is a decade younger than me (I'm almost 32) and it took her? A year? Maybe?
i am jealous and heartbroken because my period is starting. so that's another failed attempt. i feel like i am running out of time to do this one stupid thing i am biologically made to do. and it's an important thing to me. i want a kid. it seems so easy for so many who don't even want it, but i am literally in the best position to have a child, and i can't seem to do it.
i just want to cry about it honestly. i have done all the right things to be in the right place to raise a healthy child and it just feels like it won't happen.
#i made a joke about not havinh to make kids bc other family keeps making them#but that was me just trying not to be sad af at my own failure#anyway its fine#im more upset than i should be#bleh#😞#tw babies#tw pregnancy
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screaming with a fukcing megaphone that ganondorf has not reincarnated like link & zelda (except for FSA based on the ‘official timeline’) as far as we know hes just been the same guy who’s lived way too long through different timelines in all of his games hes the same guy in WW & TP as he was in OoT just through different timelines im Screaming this
#actually im fine it’s not a big deal. but screaming over it#and the timelines are weird and we dont know how hard nintendo is adhering to them now and i get that.#but honestly knowing he’s almost always been the same person who’s just experienced wildly different series of events#it does so much for his character and fully explains why he knows more about the situation in general than link & zelda do#because he’s. literally been alive through multiple cycles with them. he just remembers it because he’s been alive that long#he has RESURRECTED a lot. which is different from reincarnating#this is made more confusing with the botw translation error where zelda says he’s given up on reincarnation#when the original meaning was apparently that he’s intent on resurrection. on coming back to life as the same being again and again#anyway its fine#im fine im relaxed im normal#im shaking people by the shoulders and yelling this
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hi new layout i love ruan mei
#lila thoughts#why does tumblr crunchify all my images it annoys me so bad#i watched this pfp get so pixelly right before my eyes#anyway its fine
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rewatching big hero 6 rn because im babysitting a toddler (no excuse, i would be anyway) and im honestly upset because TADASHI NEVER WANTED BAYMAX TO BE USED AS A HERO. i know this is common knowledge and its theme of the movie how hiro was going against baymax's coding and healthcare routine, but its so much worse than that!!!! baymax wasn't invented specifically FOR HIRO. he was MEANT to be a public healthcare assistant!!? he was SUPPOSED to be mass produced, and help in doctors offices, and be a PUBLIC TOOL TO HELP PEOPLE. baymax was supposed to revolutionize modern medicine. but hiro is keeping him to himself. misusing his technology. i think tadashi would be proud of him anyway, but that's because tadashi is a good person and a good older brother, not because hiro is doing the right thing and preserving tadashi's legacy
#i mean i guess he still saves lives as a hero#just in a way COMPLETELY unrelated to medicine#which is what he was meant to do#he was supposed to be culturally important#to everyone#he was meant to be a healthcare tool#anyway its fine#big hero 6#big hero six#hiro hamada#baymax
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I hate getting an insanely high number when doing a calculation on a test bc I like??? Cannot figure out what I did wrong and I got the same answer both ways I did it but I know KNOW it's wrong screams
#i just finished a test and now im like???#i did my best and yet i feel as tho i was definitely wrong???#anyway its fine
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my phone charger, everybody
#how is it so broken#im crying#this is stupid#alex posts stuff#shitpost#honestly it does work#some of the time#cause its a dramatic little bitch D:<#anyway its fine
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10 years later
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh#u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel#this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj#specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art#anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard#i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same#especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat#but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door#maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons#also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things#new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier#god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs#i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work
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"just as I did, in 1983."
you'd never know my favourite parts of the show are the fucked up insane bits when my first instinct is to draw the cheesiest thing imaginable
#my art#interview with the vampire#iwtv amc#iwtv#armand iwtv#daniel molloy#armand#armandaniel#devils minion#drew this before the finale but idk maybe this is during the unspecified amount of time between armands divorce and daniels press tour#the titian painting doesnt fit at ALL with the timeline btw#i THOUGHT it did bc i assumed 1508 was when armand was turned into a vampire BUT upon reflection thats more likely the year he was born#and even then the painting was made in like 1510 so fuck me i guess. also im foggy on when armand was taken to rome#idk man i havent read the books and i failed art history on two separate occasions i cannot endeavor for accuracy#anyway as much as i love 70s/80s devils minion i have equal love for old man daniel#his cynicism has been tempered by time... refined like a diamond... he dont gaf and bullies his loser vampire and its hilarious#like ''sure yeah fine all these old italian renaissance guys saw ur ethereal otherworldly beauty but literally anybody can see that''#''IM the only mf who gets to experience the incandescent joy of seeing you be a messy idiot''#sidenote trying to make armand look unflattering is impossible u can blame the show for casting the worlds most beautiful man
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Dear Big Brother
kind of a sequel to this comic
#FINALLY FINISHED IT. THIS HAS BEEN SITTING UNFINISHED FOR ALMOST A FUCKING YEAR#and of course i get around to it right after making that stupid masterpost. well there's another one to add i guess#anyway. this was originally now that you're gone part 2. basically aryll's counterpart to their dad's perspective#botw#loz#skribbles#i will say ignoring this for so long was good actually because it confirmed my suspicions that my pen pressure no longer works#the way it used to. so if you see any weird inconsistencies between panels or pages it's not me it's my fucking tech#for some reason i need WAY more pressure than i used to to get the same level of opacity in sai which is. not great for my hands#but whatever ive gotten used to it by now. ignore the inconsistencies in this comic its fine
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#i feel . Raw rn#liks ivd just gone rhrough the worst transformstion period of my life n im at the end of it#and rn im just half a blob w the pieces i need ro put back tgth#bc i Havw them now . i hust need tovreassemble basically#but everytging just feels off and different and Weird. nothing feels real but im experiencing rverytging at once#wish it was uust the weed but noo its . being sober too#anyway its fine#reabsorbingnnew beliegs abt myselfnhasnt been easy i dont think
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Abby and Into the pit Oswald have similar “friends”..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#abby schmidt#golden freddy#spring bonnie#fnaf oswald#pit bonnie#into the pit#ITS FUNNY and interesting to me#that Oswald and Abby had similar scenarios happen to em#I will say Abby definitely had the better end of the stick BAHAH#LIKE YEAH golden Freddy did try to trick her#but he didn’t actually hurt her#and she seem fine to do see the animatronics anyway despite the violence#WHILE OSWALD is stuck with pit Bonnie#a dude who literally tries to kill him ever moment he gets#but also is trying to be his dad#it’s complicated and Oswald is NOT having any of it#hey at least pit Bonnie is having a good time
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Fuck the hoe. 🪓 get 🥚 a wife NEOW
THATS WHAT I'VE BEEN SAYING ALL ALONG
#eggsub thoughts#ask#mf was like “she wouldn't be a good wife because she seems like she only has dedication to instruments” I HATE PLAYING CELLO I FUCKING HA CE#anyway its fine
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feels so weird to catch up with an ex crush ex lab partner who moved countries
#i kinda have been avoiding contact but i needed to ask for sequence of primers she designed:/#anyway its fine#its not like i care#(lie)
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you are coming down with me / hand in unlovable hand.
#deltarune#kris dreemurr#deltarune fanart#deltarune kris#utdr#I’m going through a crisis but hey haha funny character say funny words#its not my best but its fine. I just started on this 2h ago to stop the spiral#points laughs it’s me! I’m the unlovable one! to care for me is to drag you down with me!#anyways sorry for the inconsistent styles recently.. I’m. yea.#ysart#cw eyestrain#cw knife
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